Pip

I'm pip today. I am not sure how to think about this.

I had my baby last year, went into a new job where the culture I don't really like (top down, only care about execution). My baby got sick every other month. I struggled and got quite depressed the whole last year. Then this year I told myself I will restore myself. Got some help from therapy and recovering. Now I started to enjoy the job more and more.

Then I got pip today. I have the choice to leave or to go into a performance plan for 2 months. On one hand, I want to prove myself and there are now things I want to do. On the other hand, I am not sure if I can operate under such intense pressure for the short 2 months, especially given how little my son is. I'm lucky that I don't have much pressure financially but I do like having a job.

How would you think about this? What will you do if you were me?