Feeling like i’m faking

Hey i just got my first custom wheelchair in November 2024, and right now im considered a Part Time wheelchair user.

But at the same time i shouldn’t be standing or walking without my chair but i feel bad if i don’t go without it sometimes.

it is very painful and dangerous for me to be without my wheelchair but i feel like a burden on my family when i take it with me.

i feel like just because i can walk short distances (in extreme pain and feeling like im going to faint) i should still do it.

i feel like im not “disabled enough” to be full time even though it’s for my safety