I deeply desire cuddles

I want to cuddle a girl so bad. Or a boy, it doesn't matter at this point I'm so touch starved. I want to hold someone and be held. But for some reason I'm now terrified of close physical or intimate contact with another person

I want to cuddle a girl so bad. Or a boy, it doesn't matter at this point I'm so touch starved. I want to hold someone and be held. But for some reason I'm now terrified of close physical or intimate contact with another person