10g update - girlfriend called the paramedics
Looking at my profile history will show my post of yesterday asking what should I expect and you guys were right
My plan was to down my 10g lemon tek relax and watch the movies I had lined up. Man did that plan collapse.
After taking the lemon tek. I laid down for about 20 minutes and started playing the movie. Time passed and for some reason i noticed the tv was getting quieter and quieter followed by THEE most intense visuals the tv the walls ,night stand everything started melting i rubbed my eyes thinking Yunno I can power though this I got up to to turn the tv up not realizing until my girlfriend came home from work that the tv was blasting at 100 volume and I could still barely hear the movie my girlfriend walked in the room laughing at me and asked for the remote. I don’t remember what I did with it.. this is when I realized my peak was starting. Visuals visuals visuals my girlfriend tried to turn down the volume using the tv but accidentally turned the tv off. I told her it was okay I got it. I’ll be honest I never had it, couldn’t find the remote.. couldn’t even begin fathoming getting out the bed to turn the tv on because I couldn’t find the remote. So I laid in bed like some of you guys said I would ended up in the fetal position for hours.. at some points. I would start sweating intensely. And back freezing. Back and forth I would take off my clothes and put them back on eventually ended up losing one of my socks. From there I completely disconnected from reality .. lights off disconnected. My breathing went to manual mode I couldn’t talk or move just stretched out with one sock on slipping deeper and deeper into disconnection I hear my girlfriend calling my name but she sounded so far away. I felt somebody touching me but I honestly could care less. All of a sudden I was feeling multiple hands touching me. Voices that I didn’t recognize. A vibe that I didn’t recognize I immediately snapped back into reality the paramedics were all over me I screamed at them to stop. And leave me alone. I remember them asking me if I tooken anything and I told them no I was okay , they asked if they could take my vitals. I told them yes take them. As I begin completely disconnecting from reality again deeper and deeper into the void. I remember silence. At this point my girlfriend came and laid next to me asking over and over what’s wrong while rubbing my face. I told her shrooms. And she apologized at this point she became my tripsitter and knew exactly what todo. She turned on my “trip” playlist and laid next to me and watched a movie on her phone at this point we still couldn’t find the remote. And I just rode the rest of the roller coaster. My peak was at its highest point and I listened to my music the lyrics and beats were vibrating through my entire body piercing my soul.. my girlfriend finally found the remote it was in my pockets of my pajamas she put a movie on and I turned over to watch it with her she crawled infront of me and we cuddled for the rest of my trip. Eventually falling asleep. Waking up today at around 5pm completely drained. Physically, mentally, emotionally. I was so thirsty and hungry I took a shower and just finished eating and drinking a huge jug of ice water. Felt like a million dollar meal.
Trip reported - craziest trip of my entire life in the 3 years I’ve been doing shrooms. Nothing never topped this, the higher dosage you go the more potential you realize that shrooms can unlock or that they can show you what their about And absolute monster but equally a beauty and angelic of a drug. I thought I could win boy I was wrong defeated completely
My. God.