Hear me out: Staph KNOWS Drew will run

Somewhere in that pea brain of hers, Staph knows that drool is going to bolt the first chance he gets. In the post about the miscarriage she had in 2022, she said how the baby brought them closer together (and they'd been together 2-3 months at that point.) She constantly talks about the bonds the three older kids have as "siblings." She said something to the effect of "you don't have experiences like we do without it making you close." Man over's car birth bonded them, etc, etc. Just constant babbling. Drool is consistent with a few things in his life, and abandoning his kids is one of them. Staph wants to be the exception and probably even thinks she might be safe because she has two kids with him and his only daughter. The only thing I can't figure out is who is she saying all of this to? Is she preserving this for drool? Is she trying to sell it to the viewers? I know she's reassuring herself. Maybe it's a combination of all three. Anyway, if you got this far, thanks for reading, this has been rolling around in my head for a couple days.