feeling more unmotivated than ever

i was looking for some shifting stories on youtube and i decided to to click on a video about a deep dive on shifting (bad idea i know) and before i could even get past the first few minutes i couldn’t help but look at all the comments basically calling shifting psychosis or romanticised maladaptive dreaming. it pisses me off so much because i saw some comments about how the person who made the video was super respectful about it but 3/4 of the comments are basically just people calling us crazy or mental. not a great hit for the motivation i’ll say