No more randoms in the morning

Today I completed co-occuring court and I'm so used to calling in at like 3a. to see if I have to go all the way across town to pee in a cup, because it affects my entire day... and now I don't have to do that.

I'm so used to waking up or staying up until then to find out because the anxiety wouldn't allow me to sleep if I didn't know what to expect for the rest of my day or how long I could sleep.... it sounds weird I guess, but when do I wake up now? I still have stuff to do and a job to go to, but it's going to be weird not having this weird anxiety bouncing around in my head. I don't feel like I know what's normal lol.

What time do people wake up? I don't even know. 7a.? 9a.? I can finally have a regular sleep schedule and I guess I feel super overwhelmed by such a strange problem. 🧐