i’m sick of not having a job

why does it seem like the whole entire world is targeting me?? as soon as i start applying to jobs, i get excited and happy knowing that there’s a chance, and then i either don’t hear back or i do, do an interview, and don’t hear back from them. it’s so exhausting and ruining my mental health. all i want to do is to work. i’ve never had a job because i was never given the opportunity, but now that i’m 20, i’m filling out applications every few days when i see there’s a listing that i have qualities for. why do they say that they’re hiring but clearly aren’t contacting any of the people who fill in their applications? why is the job market actually fucked up??? i want to make money. i desperately need to make money and get out of my town but i can’t because nobody seems to care about people who genuinely need jobs. i feel so doomed