I CAN NEVER GET GOOD ENOUGH GRADES AND I FEEL LIKE BURNING MY HOUSE DOWN

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I STUDY IN MATH I NEVER GET GOOD GRADES, AND EVEN MY NATIVE LANGUAGES, I'M THE SMARTEST FUCKING PERSON THAT ROOM HAS IN THE SPECIFIC CLASS AND EVEN MY BARELY FLUENT FUCKING FRIEND GETS BETTER GRADES THEN ME. I'M DONE STUDYING I'M DONE PUTTING EFFORT IN IF I'LL GET THE SAME FUCKING GRADES.