19f sleep deprived bismexual (I hope that's allowed I think it's allowed just checked and it's allowed)

Okay so the pressure is on given there's not all that many posts on this sub compared to other certain subs which I've migrated from so I'm definitely getting seen sawn by whoever's wandering through here and I should probably try not to appear as overwhelmingly unhinged as I usually do but well if you're into that kind of weird you can check out my profile a bit where I cosplay as a naked molerat and say I inhale grandma's ashes or some such rapscallionary.

I just wanna see if we vibe as all the cool kids say not get along certainly no that's far too old fashioned yet I for some reason have a degree of apprehension using it chill casually is it because I'm reaching 20 wait oh god it is... I'll be a skellington, positively a mummy, actually some 20 YOs are actual mummies and not the kind you find in tombs though I suppose some are rip for all those 20 year old mummies. In London btw though I don't really mind too much where you're from.

Can you tell I'm diagnosed with ADHD yet? Lol hope to hear from ya. Also I'm potentially interested in a relationship / sexy stuff but chill with friendship too. Okay done. WAIT NO I'M NOT (all the stuff below is non necessary to read tdlr as the stuff above arguably is just me overthinking about potentially getting banned by mods and typing too much as I do) I realised that posts from accounts lower than 250 karma aren't allowed so I had to migrate to the only account where I have this other one(s)(, I have two, one where I am unhinged and one where I am/was slightly (extremely) more unhinged (from when I was in hospital, bipolar and unstable meant a lot more nonsensical unhinged commentary), I'm not that sketch as in I haven't created hundereds or something) I don't comment and use solely for meeting people.

Anyway I hope this is allowed pls don't ban me if it isn't or something I have been banned for very little like nonsensical garbagical jibverish on mushroom and soap subreddits and they won't let me rejoin on my main account which is this account which I don't usually use for making friends on account of it being so old and having stuff from me during bad breakdowns so I fear you mod/mods(?) banning me for this which is why I've written so much by now also because I'm sleep deprived. DONE.

gasp no I'm not if you want to know why I'm snuffing porcelain I mean ashes and pretending to be a lewd I mean newd rat I can inform you of my other account okay done.