Am i the only one who feels this way?

After covid,life has been so weird, as if we’ve entered some other realm of reality ,which is shitty af. The world is filled with venom and its a cesspool of negativity and hatred. The fact why it hits home is because im incredibly lonely and have zero friends ,contrary to my pre covid life i used to have 100s of friends , after covid its just been my downfall, the moment i feel shit can’t get worse than this, it does .ive hit rock bottom like a million times in these five years and tbh, i feel like im just adding to the misery of this time by sharing this. I don’t know whether things will ever get better for me, but one thing that ive learned during this time is that no object or materialistic things has meaning, people in your life give your life meaning and we’re here to help each other out , have an impact on someones life, be a good person. when we at the end of the day look look in the mirror and we might as well have respect for what we see. Only the things that have kept me going and prevented me from offing myself has been some incredible memories that I’ve spent with great people and not how many achievements ive had prior or what all i could buy from my fortune. Feel free to drop in a text id love to make friends and drop in suggestions as to how to get the basic drive to resume life.