The Idaho murders absolutely terrify me

The Idaho murders leave me with an intense feeling of fear, and paranoia that no other true crime case has ever made me feel.

Out of all of the cases I have learned about & researched over the years, none have made me feel the way this one does. I check for updates pretty much daily, and no matter what time of day it is I am paranoid & jumpy. ( I’m a 23F, I’m sure that has some to do with it). I triple check that all the doors are locked throughout the day, and I even started keeping a pocket knife in my nightstand.

Does anyone relate to this? Maybe not so much the paranoia but even just this overwhelming feeling of dread & general fear. I feel like everyone has a case that does this to them, but do any of you feel this same way about this one in particular?

Edit:

I didn’t expect to get so many replies to this post. Thank you to those of you who offered advice on safety & defense, and also thank you to those that reiterated how uncommon this type of tragedy truly is. I will try to take a step back from this case for a while, at least until the trial. I hope all of you are doing well & stay safe, thank y’all again!