This is absurd

I counted tonight how many times I go first vs. My opponent. I got 1 vs. Them getting 15. (update, I am now 1 to 21. This is almost mathematically impossible. Edit again, I am 25 to one who goes first..) The 1 to 15 is one in 32,768 chance. It is not a new thing. I almost never get to go first, and it is pissing me off. I feel like I am being targeted. I posted a few days ago about a 5 day spree, and I had unbelievable bad odds at going first. I just don't get it. I'm either the most unlucky player, or something else is afoot. I constinsantly go second, for almost every game, and its been happening for months. Once and a while I get to go first about a third of the time, but it is rare. I figure that it is one in a trillion or more how rare I get to go first. I know I sound crazy, just venting.