2 years in and struggling

I haven’t colored my hair in just over two years, I’ve been on vacations, to weddings and special events, and I’ve never felt an urgency to color my gray, that it was aging me, or felt embarrassed. I’ve thought about it, but it’s never quite hit me this hard. I am struggling right now! Can anyone recommend a semi-permanent, wash out, color to prevent me from doing anything crazy??