Has gabapentin helped you become more confident?

I started taking gabapentin on an as needed basis when I want to be more talkitive when I'm meeting new people. When I don't take it, I'm more quiet which makes me feel bad about myself. Do you think that over time, I will have trained myself to be more outgoing because I'll have experienced it many times while using gabapentin? Has anybody else improved their social skills for good by doing this?