terrified of my future

I'm 18yo and was diagnosed a few years ago. I haven't fully dislocated anything since i was a baby (born with both hips dislocated) and yet I have chronic pain. Even with physical therapy my joints are wobbly and give out a lot. I no longer need a cane daily but it's always nearby just in case. I got hit by a boat this summer and my sternum and collarbones shift and get incredibly painful now. I subluxated a rib from crying once. I used to love drawing but now I can't even go 30 min holding a pencil without agony. I played sports in elementary/middle school and was really good and I cannot express how much it hurts to know I might never get that back. I've wanted to go into a career with animals since i was 7 but one good yank from a big dog and my shoulder is gone, and my skin is too fragile to hold up to even dull nails. I feel like my life is ending before it even starts. I don't know what to do. Should i try to go into animal care? Is it too much of a risk? I don't think i could live with more pain than i have rn. Any support or advice would be greatly appreciated. Sorry that this is so rambling.