Running out of willpower

I'm just about ready to give up and simply sprint into the wilderness to die. I'm out of money, out of time, and out of patience. Everything has been terrible, made worse by the fact that the public doesn't give a single solitary shit. The Mayo Clinic in Rochester Minnesota didn't even do anything long term.

All this shit has done is cause me to hate and distrust humanity. People are violent, greedy, and scummy. Seriously, I didn't do a single thing to deserve this, all I did was work at a hospital during the pandemic. I helped out society when they needed it, and in return they gave me nothing but hate. I treated like shit at Providence towards the end. What garbage from these people.