I jacked off to my friends photo.

Long story short. I used to be friends with her bf. Then I found out he hit her and I stopped talking to him.

I always was respectful before because I saw her as my friends girl. She comes over sometimes so I can spend time with her son which is like a nephew to me.

She’s very beautiful, and a kind person. I know it’s so wrong what I did, it’s pathetic. It’ll never happen because she sees me like a brother. Ever since I stopped talking to her bf it’s like I’ve been x100 times more attracted to her. I think maybe it’s the fact that it’ll never happen that makes me want her so bad. she’s the only girl i spend any time with in my life, I don’t have much going on.