When your maradalu is your first girlfriend

Hey everyone, I'm not gonna say bondhalu cause it sounds super weird to me and I'm 18M btw and this is my first post here and warning:

If you don't understand, you obviously won't cause I don't know how to explain or describe stuff, that's my thing, so feel free to comment or dm me if you don't understand (I mostly prefer comments though), and also it's gonna be super long and lengthy one ig so if you wanna read you gotta have some patience and free time. So here we go:

December 2024(think it's before or after Christmas, I forgot): Na semester exams aipoyayi, nela rojulanundi ma intiki ra, ma intiki ra ani sava dobbutunna(even it's my exams time) ma nanamma and attaya intiki start ayyanu

First ma atta valla intiki vella, there's my beautiful(not so beautiful tbh)cousin and my cute little nephew and niece. We played with them all night and everything is fine. Next day me and my cousin went to our grandma's village and everything is fine there too. Oka roju mottam bane undi, akkada kuda i have a nephew and a niece. I am a little shy and a little introvert type with everyone. So imagine how I had fun and mana adrustniki akkada signal kuda antaga undadu.

The next day around 11:30 I think: We (nenu, na maradalu, alludu, and kodalu) were playing Ludo in my mobile, idk I completely don't remember that moment the only thing I somewhat remember is: She asked me: neeku telusa ammama, amma andaru emi anukuntunnaro?? Me: enti?
She: nannu neeku, akka ni mee anna ki ichi chestaranta Naku vallu ala anukuntunnarani munde telusu but I acted like Me: avuna??!! Abba veellaki inkemi panundada, ippati nunde idi anta endukanta? Neeku Ela telusu? She: amma, vadina matladukuntunte vinna Me: oh ok She: nuvu emi anukuntunnav?? Me: deni gurinchi? Adaa?? Vadiley le vallu edokati anukuntune untaru She: nenu neeku okna??? Me:🤯😳my inner reaction She: Cheppu Me: enti cheppedi valledo antaru dani pattukoni enti nuvu? She: Cheppu ok na kada Me: ippudu adi Enduku vadiley She kept on asking and I kept on saying the same thing Me: Naku already unna confusions chalamma please inko kottadi vaddu vadiley please She: em confusions? Me: Edo unnayle vadiley

Chala peddaga unnatundi ga, sarle tarvata continue chesta

And I may continue this like 5 or 6 parts no matter how annoying it is to everyone who read this

2nd part: https://www.reddit.com/r/bondha_diaries/s/wQkAxP1lPK