What does your mania look like?

I’ve been having issues with accepting my bipolar diagnosis’s because I never feel like I’m “happy/energetic”. I have periods of hypersexuality, impulsivity, drug/alcohol abuse, and psychosis for sure. I just realized I’ve been mindlessly hopping from task to task (applying for jobs, researching voice acting, rearranging the house) for the past 5 hours. It doesn’t FEEL like energy. It just feels like hazy compulsion.