Femboy boob job

I’ve been a gay femboy as long as I can remember. I’ve never had a problem wearing girls or women’s clothes, getting my nails done or wearing make up. Recently however I have become obsessed with getting a boob job. I don’t want massive fake ones just nice natural looking breasts.

This has obviously caused me confusion as I don’t see myself or feel like I women, but I would love breast.

Am I trans in denial or?