Unrequited love

I'm in love with someone that claims she loves me but breaks my heart all the time she leaves and comes back and I always forgive her I can't get over her because she can't let me do that. Everytime when I feel like I'm moving on that's when she comes right back she apologises promises to change and then ghosts me. I just want it to end I don't want to think about her anymore I don't want to look back at her again and I dunno what to do.

I want to cry😭