HONEST CONFESSION

Currently in 4th yr vellore. Just tired guys and all alone. Struggling with confidence issues. I just wish I'll be able to end my academic yr on a high. Honestly feel like I just wanna date someone before I leave this place. It is a beautiful Uni no doubt but I just want some concrete memory of doing something different say dating someone for short term and then yk leaving with their memories yk beautiful memories of them coz remember either you die a hero or live long enough to be villain. To summarize I am feeling underconfident as of now and wanna date someone temporarily to yk slowly regain my confidence and make memories with that person and leave on a high note. Majority of Indian men don't have any date experience and I want to be part of the minority which had decent experience. Please don't judge me. Kindly forgive me if I am sounding like an idiot or lunatic.