I am suicidal because I've never had a girlfriend and I'm almost 30 years old I'm fat and ugly and women think I'm very ugly. if no beautiful woman ever loves me I'll unalive myself. someone help me attract hot women please. I'm jealous of my friends hot wives and girlfriends I want their lives.

Like the title said I'm almost 30 I've never had a girlfriend I'm still a virgin and I got cursed with being ugly and fat when women look at me they're disgusted by the sight of me I go to bed every night looking at an empty space knowing no woman loves me or cares about me or even thinks about me if I unalived myself, zero women would care. The maybe closest to a woman caring I was dead would be my friends girlfriends and wives and they'd only be sad for my friends but they would not care that I myself was dead

I truly wish I was not me because being me means I die alone and unloved cursed with looking like an ugly sack of shit.

Whenever I see a beautiful woman I immediately want to look for a bus to hit me because a woman that beautiful would have nothing to do with me and if any of you saw what I looked like all of you would tell me to look for a bus to hit me as well.

I've gone through a lot of suffering over this woman she will never love me and nobody cares about how sad and miserable I am over her. Instead of pity I get head shakes and annoyed looks from friends and family. They see how shitty my life is. They see how badly I am treated and have been treated when it comes to rejection, but they don't care. In fact alot of them love the dude she's marrying, despite how they know my feelings for her, I'm alone and uncared about and it's not fair that my feelings and my pain don't matter to anybody. If I died nobody would care. Especially her.

Why did I have to be a loser OBLIGATED to be happy for her and to be content with being alone like everone feels i have to be?

I hate the man, she's with. Not only because he's with her but he's different than me in every way which means I wasn't ever who'd she want.

Meanwhile I get treated like shit I want to unalive over a woman who friendzoned and rejected me, I especially want to unalive myself because of her fiance, I hate him he ruined my lifeI've gone through a lot of suffering over this woman she will never love me and nobody cares about how sad and miserable I am over her. Instead of pity I get head shakes and annoyed looks from friends and family. They see how shitty my life is. They see how badly I am treated and have been treated when it comes to rejection, but they don't care. In fact alot of them love the dude she's marrying, despite how they know my feelings for her, I'm alone and uncared about and it's not fair that my feelings and my pain don't matter to anybody. If I died nobody would care. Especially her.

Why did I have to be a loser OBLIGATED to be happy for her and to be content with being alone like everone feels i have to be?