My brother is in jail

I’m 19f my brother just got arrested last night. I’m honestly in a kind of shock he’s 18 and thinks he’s above the law. He would sell weed and pills etc (we’re in a southern state and it’s obviously illegal) they said his bond is 80,000 so safe to say he’s not getting out. I feel like I’m the only family member in my immediate family who’s not a fuck up. I have anxiety, depression, adhd and despite that I’m going to community college and transferring to a 4 year. I also work minimum wage to pay for college in general. Both my parents would do drugs only one of them would go to prison though. My brother is following in their footsteps. I don’t want to end up like them. I hate feeling upset for my parents and him. I’m always guarding myself so I won’t get hurt. I know once my brother gets out he’s getting kicked out the house I live in. He’s going to have everything taken besides living space, his car (isn’t under his name but our guardian), his phone etc. I want to live a normal and happy life but my family Is always dragging me down. My therapist is currently out of office so I’m ranting here </3