I’m a loser

Turned 21 2 weeks ago, and it feels like my life is never changing. Its the same thing over and over again.

Ever since like middle school to now. I’m just a loser, no friends, i can’t talk to women, im awkward, im depressed, im anxious, im pretty sure im on the spectrum.

Everyday i don’t feel good enough, I’m not worthy of friends or of a girlfriend, I’m just an awkward loser nobody likes.