The happiest I've ever felt was in a dream

The happiest I've ever felt was in a dream

About two'ish years ago I had a dream that made me feel, what I can only imagine is, what true happiness would feels like.

It was as if a strong but very much pleasant surge of tingling electricity went through me, starting from the base of my spine and going up towards my chest, where it felt strongest. It lingered for a second, maybe two, of pure bliss and exhilaration before quickly fading away.

It was/is a feeling that I had never felt before or since then. If i think about it a bit more I can almost relive it, abiet at maybe 5% of the intensity. I don't think I'll ever forget how good it felt. That is why I even decided to make this post, because I randomly recollected the feeling.

I am not sure how I feel about it, whether to be happy I got to experience it or sad that it took my 28 years to do so. Or frustrated that it was not caused by an actual event or experience in my life that I can point to and say:

"That was the best moment in my life!"

Instead it was a dream, the happiest I've ever been was just a dream. And a short one at that.

Well, that's all I really had to say about that, I am hoping that putting it out there will help me feel better about it.

Thank you for listening, or reading or whatever.