Cycle Day 1 Blues

Another cycle on letrozole 7.5 down the drain. I feel so defeated and grief. Every cycle feels like a part of me is breaking. Doesn’t help it is met with excruciating cramps thanks to my adenomyosis. I feel like my body is a failure and I hate it. Sorry I just wanted to vent since I have no where to turn. I’m going to let myself grieve today and work on myself again tomorrow.