So I have a theory about Vermillion .2
I'm like 95% sure that Vermillion 2 was written about suicide. Even though it seems too be a common consensus that it's about either mourning the loss of a loved one, or stalking someone, I don't believe that too be true.
I had a whole conversation about it with my girlfriend, it makes so much sense, as someone who's struggled and too a degree struggling with sxcidal tendencies, it checks out
She is everything too me, the unrequited dream, a song that no one sings (speaking of the act of sxcide itself)
The unattainable, she's the myth that I have too believe in, all I need too make it real, is one more reason (speaking of how sxcide can feel like the best way out while also feeling unattainable because you don't have that one more reason)
I don't know what too do and she makes me sad (being at an altimadum between living and commiting)
But I won't let this build up inside of me (trying too fight the overwhelming thought of the freedom that comes with sxcide)
I catch in my throat Choke Torn into pieces I won't, no I don't want to be this (Facing the real weight of the fact that sxcide kills you and takes you away forever, no coming back)
She isn't real I can't make her real (Making the decision that you are gonna keep fighting and not let sxcide take you away)
Could be completely far fetched and straight up reaching, but every time I listen too the song I hear a song about suicide. Not a stalker. And I've asked several people about it and everyone I've had actually look at these lyrics has been able too understand what I'm getting at, especially folk that have struggled with it in the past.