Self-learning as a private candidate

I had a complicated JC life and ended up with straight Us in PCMe. I just sat in the exam hall during As without even looking at the paper. After a long period of drifting around I decided to have an honest attempt at the exam, but I have some questions.

  1. I seriously don’t understand how I can study H1 Econs My most recent econs notes that I found on holy grail come from the 8823 instead of 8843 syllabus. Holy grail only has some sajc lecture notes, and purely prelim papers for practice. So HOW DO I PRACTICE ECONS WITH SO LITTLE MATERIAL (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻

  2. Learning without a teacher I’m self-learning PCM since I have a good amount of resources, but I don’t have a reliable way to self-study for econs & gp due to the nature of the subjects. I can’t get feedback for my essays/csqs/aq and tuition is expensive. I’m really at my wits end with this (╥﹏╥)

  3. Time I have to get into uni eventually, and earlier is better. I usually spend at 3-4 days just to complete each chapter’s tutorial on each subject(besides Econs and GP for problem 1) and then hopefully transition straight to timed practices. I’m finding it super hard to juggle my time between my subjects at such a short time constraint so it gets a bit stressful.

I’m already failing even while having nothing else to do any help is appreciated, especially seniors & private candidates (_)