Different priorities

Ang hirap pala talaga if magkaiba kami ng priorities ng close friend ko. Im hungry for own growth at iniisip kung paano pa mahahasa ang skills na need ko once na I graduated in college. Hirap din ako mag open up and talk about stuff kasi alam kong di nya maiintindihan, that's why I end up keeping it to myself. I've always wanted to have that "friend" na kung saan nagkakasundo kami when it comes to career, financial literacy, mental health, future plans and many many more.

Sya kasi yung tipo ng friend na who loves to talk about trending things, don't get me wrong okay lang naman saken to pero kasi nakakasawa na. Then lovelife, her own personal issues na kung saan sobrang nakaka drain, lagi kasi syang nanghihingi ng advice saken at ako talaga takbuhan nya, kumbaga a shoulder to cry on.

Gusto kong icut off pero sya lang naman yung pinaka close friend ko sa room. Kaya tinitiis ko nalang since may mga bagay naman na napagkakasunduan namin.

The past weeks sobrang nararamdaman ko na parang nahihila nya ako pababa? I am suppose to grow pero parang Im stuck? Di ko madescribe yung feeling pero parang ganito, actually nakakapagod at sobraaang nakaka drain na.