I just found out that my boyfriend is getting married to another woman.

Last February 16, nag-decide muna kami na magkaroon ng cool-off period since our fights are going overboard na. We've been together for 5 years already, but we haven't talked about marriage pa since we're not yet that stable in life.

For a little background, I work in the government. Recently, due to some changes and issues ng isang supervisor ng another department, I recently began to work for CPD (formerly known as POPCOM) which also handles seminars, including the Pre-Marriage Orientation and Counseling. Because I'm not originally from CPD, hindi heavy 'yung workload ko sa kanila and I would typically assist them with their most basic needs. 20 minutes ago, they sent me a list of couples that will be attending the Pre-Marriage Orientation and Counseling next Tuesday and I'll be the one to assist them. One of the tasks that I got was to create a list for their attendance as well to create nametags for them.

Guess which name I found? My motherfucking boyfriend. The exact same fucking name as well as the same fucking address ng bahay nila (alam na alam ko kasi doon ako nagpapadala ng ibang parcels ko). And the bride's name wasn't my name. I don't even know her. Sinearch ko agad 'yung pangalan sa Facebook and it's fucking locked. I'm going crazy dahil putangina niya, hindi siya sumasagot sa kahit anong tawag ko sa kanya. And it's impossible na we broke up, dahil ako 'yung nag-insist na mag-cool off kami. Tangina niya, nagpa-deliver pa nga siya ng lunch ko yesterday. Putangina.

Edit: I calmed down a bit so I'd clarify some things and add details. I'm a social worker and sa CSWD talaga ang work ko, but due to the changes and issues sa CPD, they made one of my supervisors here in CSWD as the OIC which is the reason why I started working with CPD, na kaka-start lang this week kaya hindi siya aware about it. There are already assigned speakers for the orientation and counseling and it wouldn't be me. Literal na assistant lang talaga ako since hindi ko 'to expertise.

I stopped calling him already and sent him a message na I nai-dial ko lang out of nowhere. I'll wait muna kung magpapadala pa ba siya ng lunch sa Monday. Tangina niya, tuwang-tuwa pa naman ako sa pa-pizza at wings niya kahapon, tarantado 'di ako sigurado kung farewell gift ba 'yon samantalang tadtad ako ng messages from him kaninang umaga, tangina nya.