Are you afraid of falling in love again?

I'm 29 years old, male. I had my heart broken at 23 after a 7 year relationship and then tried to find ways out and rebuild it.

I think that from the age of 23 to the age of 29, I was afraid of love… every time I had the opportunity I sabotaged the relationship…. Being creative I always find subtle ways of self-sabotage.

Now I decided to take my heart in hand and stop self-sabotaging because I was actually afraid of falling in love again.

(Yes I am a romantic)