Well. Just got laid off today...

I had finally found a company where I fit right in, I was very good at my job to the point where I was finishing deadlines a day prior. This was also a remote position. However, due to the company having layoffs (which I didn't know about), I got an ambush meeting today and got laid off. I've been with the company for only a year now...

I am frustrated and sad at the same time, I had no complaints or any corrections to my work being done from my manager. But, I still got laid off. This sucks as I have my wedding approaching and I did overspend on a few things this month with the notion of "oh my paycheck will cover this transaction".

I am also feeling a bit blue and worried that maybe I am not as good as I think I am? And maybe accounting ain't it for me? Imposter syndrome got me well

Edit: Thank you all very much! Your support and words are really helping more than you can imagine! I truly wish you all the best, that you're in good health and that you all find a job that makes you happy (and appreciates people without an ambush laying off)