My thoughts

I clearly remember me falling in love with this straight guy when I was 19. I always knew that any attempts from my side would go futile as he's straight af. All my thoughts would revolve around him, my day would start by his thoughts and I cried almost every night thinking that I absolutely have no future with him. Is this what they call desperately being in love ? Like we've seen straight folks talkin' about hopelessly falling in love with someone. Is it the same?

Edit - 8 years post that incident. I have no feelings for that person anymore. It just vanished like it never existed lol