Advice for post Zionism depression

Hello guys, I'm an Israeli teenage girl, half a year ago I was a Zionist, then I met (online) someone who showd me things I weren't aware were happening and dismantled the logical fallacies that I was tought from a very young age, this process took a few months and was very painful at first, during the first week I could barely feed myself but then I slowly got better. I thought I was doing okay but now when it's over I understand that I was only okay because I was so focused on learning that I haven't processed it. Now that I more or less understand everything, I started processing it and it's making me actually depressed, the depression is only getting worse. Side note, my parents don't know that I'm anti Zionist. I have no idea what to do, I'm desperate, I need your help, have any of you been through something similar and have advice to share?

Edit: I forgot to add, It's so severe that I started taking medication for the depression.

Edit 2: thanks you so much everyone, I needed to cry for such a long time and I just couldn't, now I cried. I finally feel like someone understands me, I don't know what I would have done without you.