Is this true??

We're same ig, I also feel the same that "YOU WILL NEVER BE HAPPY" Or just night thoughts idk, I cry every night before sleeping idk why, and i sleep alone, and in morning i act differently, and I never made anyone feel this(people around me) but at night ik myself, just me and my pillow that listions me🙂 [idk in which catagory I put this]