It's my birthday today

Ab birthday pai acha sa feel nahi hota, sochta hu ki yeh din kyu aata hai. Dost hai nahi utne aur ise ki unhe birthday yaad rahe, baaki parents se bhi dur hu iss baar cuz of college, and baaki kuch excitement feel he nahi hoti. Pata nahi kaha chale gaye woh din jab birthday ka intezaar rehta tha. Aaj ke din feel hota hai ki dusro ko aapki value nahi hai when they don't wish you. Aur ab kya he bolo.
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