I don’t feel like a girl

The feeling has always been there ever since puberty. I F18 have always like makeup, long hair, dresses, but at the same time I feel like I’m supposed to be boy. Whenever I like a boy and a boy likes me I genuinely feel like a fraud or somthing because I feel like I’m not really a woman. It’s weird because I like feminine things and I like men but I feel like a boy and I feel like I want a man to like me like another man would like a man. It doesn’t feel right and it’s taking still on my mental health because I have no idea what to do about it. I’m starting to hate my body. If I had to describe it, it honestly feels like my body is just an avatar in a game (I know how that sounds) My family won’t understand and most of my friends won’t either and I’m just really confused.