moving on requires believing that something better is out there

i've reached acceptance. the only lingering thing that keeps me attached to him is familiarity and the fear of the unknown. scarcity mindset is a bitch. i deserve better and have had better. when i ask my friends for reassurance that i'll find better than him, they're like buddy that's an extremely low bar you'll be fine. but my little rat brain has a hard time internalizing that. i've got a lot of shit to figure out that i can really only do solo (healing anxious attachment, dealing with the grief of losing my parents) so dating other people isn't the ideal option. but y'all, embracing abundance is one of the hardest steps of moving on.