I don't think I can do it today

I really can't. This pain is too much right now, I miss my best friend so badly. We haven't said a word to each other since we split up and every day has been torture. I miss seeing their smile, I miss hearing their voice, I miss going on adventures, I miss them so horribly and painfully and I don't think I can make it through the day without calling them or texting them or doing SOMETHING to have them in my life even for a second. I miss them so much.