Right frontal lobe epilepsy

UPDATE: i meant my temporal lobe. not frontal.

man. i guess i just want to hear from people with the same kind of epilepsy. my seizures keep showing me dreams/scenarios/different memories almost. i feel so attached to them but they come and go in a flash and then i can’t remember them anymore. sometimes im being shown scary things and sometimes its beautiful things and sometimes its just two people talking. but could not tell you exactly what i just saw. it’s like dreaming while being awake, my surrounding look off and unfamiliar whenever my seizures happen. they make me feel crazy honestly. i’m sitting here feeling such an attachment and familiarity to a place my brain is showing me that ive never been to before and as i sit in awe slowly remembering, my brain takes it all away within 3 seconds. and im just left sitting there feeling like i have so many different memories of different lives slowly lingering in my brain but they just can’t come to the surface. it makes me feel sad.