difficulty finding a quote by E

I vividly remember, not sure if it was in the basement tapes or not, but Dylan and Eric were talking about a shooting with the cops and Eric states afterwards that he "expects them to do the same" as in shoot him in the head.

I literally read this 2 weeks ago, so it's fresh in my memory but I don't remember WHERE it's from exactly. I checked the BT transcripts and all as well. Does anyone have a clue?