Chapter 19 Pacat's commentary

hi so i'm new to the capri fandom and i recently found out that pacat has actually done commentary on some of the chapters

so i was listening the one for chapter 19 and during their first time there's a part where damen asks if laurent has done this before and laurent says yes, pacat mentions that there were actually supposed to be 2 extra lines in that scene where damen asks if he liked it and laurent says that he did, he just- and doesn't finish the sentence (she then took it out cuz she thought it was pushing things a bit far)

later in the series we get it confirmed that laurent's first time was with the regent when he r*pes him as a child, so the whole part where laurent allegedly says that he liked it just feels weird?? was laurent going to say that as a lie in order not to ruin the moment, since otherwise damen may've figured out the truth or is there smth else? like what was the intention behind those lines?

idk i just wanted to know what others thought about it since i couldn't find any posts that discussed it