fear of restraint failure.

specifically the lap bars on the leviathan. i love the ride but every time heading up to the drop i’m checking and pulling on it to make sure it’s not going to lift up on me. i get so anxious that it’s going to fail and im going to come flying out of my seat and off the coaster. after the first drop i feel fine, but before that im freaking out in my mind. does anyone else have this fear, and if so what do you do to make it better?