Rant

is it just me or you guys are feeling something different too studying for accounts board exam, it's all just hitting me so much.. finally school over hogya. I still can't believe it. Aaj mumma kehti hai should I give your winter uniform to your cousin (as she's in same school) and my initial response was kyun abhi toh mere fit aati hai 😭😭 pata nahi I can't accept the reality. Nowadays, whenever I spend a fun moment with my family. It just hits so hard ki college jaake iss sab ki kitni yaad ayegi, daily ki masti, mummy papa ke saath bethna. Abhi periods aaye the toh mummy bed pe heat bag, fruits, khana sab laake dedi bina mange ...college mein kon karega esa 🥺..bas rarely kuch friends hote hai jo aapki care karte hai..kya pata woh college mein mile ya na mile toh bas koi apna nahi hoga udhar 😭. Id probably miss my sister too, (she just got in 10th, and now she's in her typical teenage where her priorities are her friends) and I just get so jealous. It feels, ki na abhi fir hum sab bade ho jayege and yeh moments hi hum saath mein nahi bita paa rahe ache se cuz when my cousin elder brother went to his college after 12th...uske baad pata hi nahi chala vo kab itne bade ho gye, kabhi banglore internship, kabhi college , ghar aana har year ke saath kam hogya unka. So basically, bas accounts ke baad mostly sab kuch kitna badal jayega na.