Baldurs Gate 3 helped me finally clean my depression room
No feral post as I wanna try to do one tomorrow but today I just thought I would share how baldurs gate 3 has affected me in the most positive way possible. I'm gonna start and say well I have depression while also getting tired more quickly mentally/emotionally due to my anxiety, my job is shit one thing after another happens there resulting in me being so drained by the end of the day when I get home I talk to my mom for a bit then I go upstairs to my room, I bring food and drinks up there all the time because I don't wanna move from my bed once I get home. Bags of food started to accumulate on my floor, napkins, paper plates, dirty clothes on the floor and even dirty napkins on my bed, and empty bottles on my bed too but nothing gave me the motivation to clean so I just got used to it Eventually I started calling it my "depression room" because that's what it is a room to show how my mental state was. I got into a burnout with games, I found nothing enjoyable until I saw one of my friends recommend baldurs gate 3 at first I was hesitant because I never played a DnD game before nor did I even drabble in DnD but whatever I gave it a shot and OH man was I shocked, with the graphics, facial animations, the music, the voice actors, story oh so much more. I played the game non-stop for two weeks my eyes just glued to my screen watching every cutscene and battle animation, once I found out about the game release being moved up I woke up the next morning and took a big long look at my surroundings I hated what I looked at thinking to myself "is this how I wanna play a full game that I love? in trash?" so I got a garbage bag and started cleaning, in the corners behind my beanbag chair near my bed on my bed cleaned my blankets and put all my clean clothes away once I was done I took a deep breath looking at all the progress I made in my room, see a full trash bag and a nice clean bed made me smile feeling so relieved, now I can feel like I can finally play the game once it releases without feeling like I live in a trash heap the game has given so much positivity to do stuff So thank you baldurs gate 3 and larian studios for getting me to finally clean my room and making me and everyone here smile