I don't want to have BPD

It's too much, it's always too much, it hurts, it hurts every second of my life, I don't want this, I don't want to keep feeling like this.
Please. Someone. Take this away, please. Fix me. Make me normal.
I want to be normal.
I want to stop crying.
I want the pain to stop.
I want to stop feeling so bad about everything, I want to stop wanting to die, I want to stop feeling so much anger. I don't want this feelings, I don't want them.
Please.
Anyone.
Save me.
Please... please.