What is this?

I've thought about my sexuality for a long time now, and I've been trying to figure it out for a while.

I've jumped from bisexual,to pansexual, to asexual (aegosexual), to biromantic aegosexual, to aroace (aegosexual and cupioromantic), and finally to a bi oriented aroace (ace - no micro labels - and cupioromantic).

But the more I think about it the more I doubt myself, and I feel empty inside in a way. I'm fine with being asexual, but I'm definitely cupioromantic and that just hurts. I don't know if I actually 'haven't found the one' yet, or if I actually am cupioromantic, but something in me is saying it's that I'm cupio. I dont know, am i overthinking my sexuality or am I just really confused about it all?