how do i shut up and just make money?

I'm 21X and I just hate working. I literally can't stand it. I've worked since I was 17 and I've worked at a couple different entertainment and retail positions as a sales associate and other shit. I try really hard to be a good employee because obviously I don't want to be fired or yelled at-- i HATE being a bother man-- so I try my best at all times.

But damn, I dread it every day. I don't look forward to it. It has legitimately been making me consider doing something stupid to myself for so long because I can't just NOT work, but I dont know how people do this. for the rest of their lives? I thought I would settle after my first two jobs but every job I have this feeling just gets stronger. am i just that soft or not as hard-working as i think i am?

This is such a first-world issue and honestly selfish as fuck for me to pretend to be so special, but how does everyone else just... do it? and keep going? any advice? how do you keep pushin?